Dream Date: January 21,2023

I was moving into this dorm type room. I was the only who was in at this moment.  Cleaned it up a bit. Went walking around and remembering the floor being unclean and I was barefoot. 

And afraid to walk in the restrooms without any flip flops. And I had a bus to catch and was running out of time. I ran back to the dorm to three bathroom which was a shared bathroom. Went in my closet looking for shoes. Found flops but one flip flop was broken. I Went to the restroom and it was filthy. And since I thought I was the only one there I thought I made the mess. But then I heard a baby cough. I look behind the shower curtain and it was a young black guy with his girl and baby.

He was real cool dude. And he seemed really interested in my background. I told him I was in a rush to catch a bus.  He asked where I was going and I mistakenly told him Brooklyn but then corrected myself and couldn’t remember where. I told him I would help clean up this place more when I got back. 

The toilet was clogged with poop and hair was everywhere like someone cut their hair and didn’t clean it up. In my mind I thought it was mine. But he was real cool about it all and told me not to worry about it. 

I was panicking because I thought I missed the bus when my best friend in real life came to the room to make sure I was ready. I seen him and was sad at first cause I thought I caused us to miss the bus. But then he said nope I just came by to see if you was ready. 

Then he ran off with like Victorious music playing. I was full of joy at the moment as I compared him to Luffy from One Piece. I was joyful because I had a friend who made sure I was not left behind. I took off running behind him. The dream transitions…

I was traveling with my bike and decided to take a shortcut through this beautiful park with a lot of water. I followed this path and hopped over some planks. I realized I went the wrong way. I tried to turn around and it was not easy. I realized I was stuck. I tried to find a path but the path was blocked my a bunch of sleeping alligators.

In the water I could see a swimming raccoon underwater. I thought to myself well if he is in the water then the alligators must be calm. I got back to a place where a lot of people was gathered. And at the table was two people and was telling me about a story and wanted to show me a video that I have seen before. I told them that I didn’t want to see it again.

Then the subject of my brother came up. He had passed before hand and I had knew this before being told (My brother is alive in real life). And the guy at the table said “yea he was a pretty cool dude.” I began to tear up as I tried to explain that I haven’t properly grieved him. I look over and my mom looked very sad to see me cry. I ran in another room. And the emotions were so heavy. I cried as a thought about my brother I woke up in tears.  Very powerful dream.  Relieved that it was just a dream. 

I wake up and cry tears for about ten minutes, and text my brother to let him know I loved him and that I am proud of him.

What does this dream mean?