The Daily Dreamer

First thing is first, Give all glory to God. The purpose of these blogs is to share the daily dreams I have been experiencing. As a believer I believe that all dreams come from God and I have been given so many dreams lately and I feel called to share them. I have not received the gift of interpretation so my hopes is that these find other believers and we can get the meaning behind these dreams.

About me, I was raised in the church at a young age but I never really took being a “Christian” seriously. If you looked at the way I was living you would not believe I was a person of faith. I fell away from the faith at a young age and started looking everywhere for a sense of meaning.

I believed in multiple religious beliefs, this new age spirituality, you know the crystals and sage burning. I read so many books on different sources of information. I was highly dependent on Porn, Weed, Alcohol to help fill something that emptiness that I was feeling. Overtime I saw myself becoming angrier, anxious, jealous of others, depressed etc.

I got married, and things were going well at first but I began to entertain thoughts of what ifs when things were not going well within the marriage. “What if I just give up on this, I know I will get the respect I deserve with someone else, What If I made a mistake?” All of these thought hardened my heart and I started to see myself becoming very bitter towards my wife.

I began to vent to my friends about the situation and they began to give me bible verses about love and what it means, particularly 1 Corinthians 13:4-8. At this point of time I had became so accustomed to hearing that “do the right thing” and “ima pray for you ” mentality from some many Christians, that I never really paid it no mind. But this time something in me said, “Look you have a great wife, you have tried everything but therapy to get a sense of peace but nothing has worked, why not give Jesus a try.”

I opened up the bible and started reading what Love looks like in a marriage. And I had a revelation that the reason I feel all of these emotions is because I am not being obedient to God. Mind you throughout my walk in life my heart had became hardened to the idea of being a Christian because of the examples I have seen from a lot of people were not how I wanted to live my life. I always thought that they were either to judgmental and angry, or they did not practice what they preach. And I was deceived into believing that the God of the bible was a reflection of that.

But when I read these chapters for myself and opened my heart I understood why I was in the position I was in. I began to get delight from listening to God’s word. I began to build a real relationship with him. And really understanding his loving and caring nature. And the Holy Spirit began to work through me.

Things that I always told my friend I would never stop doing like smoking weed, I felt compelled to throw it all away. I did not want to open up those porn sites anymore. Prior to this I truly did not see any issues with what I was doing because I was leaning on my own understanding. I had smoked weed almost every day for 12 years with no intention of quitting. So quitting that all of a sudden and not even having the inclination to smoke was nothing but God.

I practiced patience with my wife, Understanding with her. I would be slow to anger with her, and started treating her with more respect, showing her gratitude. and really leading by example versus telling her how I want things done. Our relationship started to get much better and I thank God for that.

In repenting from things and building a genuine relationship and having that hunger to hear God’s words and wanting to serve him with all my heart I started to have dreams. And these dreams were heavy sometimes. As someone who never cries I woke up out of my dream one day and cried for 15 mins, Praying and being thankful at the same time.

Previously I would have dreams here and there, but they were always foggy and I could never remember them, And they would not occur that often. But now I have dreamed everyday. Knowing how God speaks through Dreams and Visions I Prayed for clarity and what it was I should do with these dreams seeing as those I do not have the gift of interpretation. And I was lead to create a daily blog of the dreams that I have been having.

My Prayer is that I can find another brother or sister of God with the Gift of interpretation that could make sense of these dreams, and we could spread God’s message to those who needs to receive it.

No matter how heavy my dreams get I thank God that he has been in constant communication with me, I share my dreams because I truly believe the Holy Spirit is working and I will share all that I can recall.